Quote and Saying about life
“Nothing really matters anymore,
i dont matter to anyone and the hate i have for myself is growing,
I don’t wanna be that sensitive person who everyone calls a ‘drama queen’ ,
I don’t wanna stay in bed crying till 5 a.m because i feel that i have been replaced or not being good enough,
I hate the way i act, i hate the way i feel and how my thoughts f**k me up.
I hate how i thought i can be special and i hate the fact that i am not,
I hate that i am writing all of this down and then act like i am fine,
I hate lying to my friends telling them that my eyes are red only because i am tired knowing that they get that am lying..
I hate this life that i didn’t choose and i hate feeling attached to people who can forget about me in seconds, i hate how i am feeling things towards that one person who will never think about me..
I hate it all but does it even matter?”